Monday, December 12, 2016

Getting back to my routine writing

Well! Yes! It’s been quite of a ride till now. Chasing my dreams and aspirations on my bucket list and crossing them through. I am happy at this point of time, and till the time, I am not sure what I will pick up for my next goals/term, I decide to take a step back, sit and do what I do the best and do what I missed the most all this while. To sit and write.

And what better way than, starting over with my blog, which was one of the things I started, when I started to write.

Things on the internet are crazy. At times I am compelled to look at the future and be so full of preconceived notions of success and fame that I lose a track of this… this thing which is called hard work. Not that I don’t do that, but then as they say about our generation “We are interested in quick results.” Which means, we keep looking for shortcuts.

It took me nearly 2 years, to sink in the thought and feeling of working on myself. And working on my thoughts. And working on my ideas. Now, it’s not just about success, but about making myself a better me and a better version of whatever I do. For I want to learn. And trust me, nothing’s worth it, if it’s not the hard way round.


Coming back from what I’ve done by far, I am happy at this moment. The feeling of working and working hard for my dreams, has just come alive. Nothing like, it wasn’t alive before but now it’s much stronger. And I am happy to discover it. This feeling, this change, I wish lasts long and I come back to forum and write like before. <3 o:p="">

Tuesday, February 2, 2016

When life gives you lemons


“I have been trying to make them understand about this code, but they are not getting it” I was frustrated, talking to myself.
In a flash, a light appeared from a corner of the room and a heavy voice said, “This will tell you” and a small round yellow color ball type thing rolled towards me and stopped right at my feet.
Any guesses of what it was?
“What do you mean?”
“Follow me and you will see.”
The light became brighter, so bright that I couldn’t see anything and *woosh* in split seconds, I saw a man wearing dhoti-kurta, shouting, “Lemons! Lemons! Lemons for free…” in the middle of the road.
“Where am I?” I wondered, and why am I here and who is he? My curiosity made me stick to the man, walk step by step with him; I was destined to learn a lesson that day.
The lemon seller’s cart had a peculiar slogan, “Take as many lemons as you want, after you tell me what you would do with them”.

#1
The first person came by, saw the slogan and said, “Give me 5, I’ll make a lemonade!”
Ah! Exactly what I would have done, and I guess everyone else too! When life give you lemon, you make a lemonade. Isn’t it?
Before this thought could get out of my head.

#2
There came the second person,
“In life I have always wanted this to happen. Always!” he continued soberly.
“You know why? Because this is the way life is… the nature of each human.” he continued with his philosophy and then turned to the lemon seller and said “Lemons! I want two and I’ll Make orange juice and leave the other’s wondering how the hell I did that! That will be epic! Isn’t it?”
Uh! Did I just hear that? Orange juice out of lemons? Alright! That is something really interesting. I don’t know what to call that guy. A philosopher maybe. My eagerness was now growing to see who else was in store.

#3
When the third person saw these lemons for free, he jumped out of joy! I wondered if he saw diamonds there.
“Lemons for free! Give me 20, Ill keep them because hey, Free Lemons!”
I could instantly relate them to people who we meet every day in office, browsing through various websites, like they are reading a newspaper, looking at every minute detail of what is going on the screen and then comes that eureka moment – “I got a coupon for cashback on Paytm!”. It did not stop there.

#4
And then I saw somebody in red pants moving towards the lemon seller.
“Can I get 1 lemon?” She took it, bit it. Made a funny face. Clicked a selfie and left.
The crazy creatures! I wondered. The kind, who live life to the fullest, and find happiness in all the small things that they do.  I never imagined that lemons could mean so much in life.
I was occupied with my own thoughts, when another person came near the lemon seller.

#5
“Hey! I want 4 lemons!” and he started searching his bag. Finding nothing fruitful there, he turned to the lemon seller and said, “Do you have tequila and salt too?”, he added.
That is where I wondered, if the demand was for a party or a sober on-the-table discussion.
Do you realize how small my speech would have become if everyone would asked for lemons to make lemonade? Or just oranges?
And how small our lives would have become if everyone thought alike? I was feeling happy, thinking about all those people, who make life different; who create experiences; who live differently. It’s necessary. Isn’t it? I thought I have seen all kind of people in life; when this man with big round spectacles on his face comes up to the lemon seller.

#6
“Can you give me 6 lemons? I have a project to construct a crude electrochemical battery.”
Electro what? With lemons? I was still confused, trying to figure out the electro stuff when the lights flashed straight on my eyes again. I went blank for a few seconds.

I was in the same room, from where it all started. The voice became loud and said “Now you see! Why everybody is important and why everybody has their own value? Remember one thing, everybody is unique” and the voice phased out.
I stood up, with my hands in my pocket; only to realize, I have 2 lemons in my pocket too.
I wondered, what I would do with them!

Saturday, June 6, 2015

In the Alley

I hear that sound,
and I look around,
I have spent such days,
in the woods, in the alley,
when nobody would wander around,
and the place would be at peace and calm.
I close my eyes,
I smell crisis,
I see freedom,
long lost in those woods,
down the alley.
With my want to live it,
I stretch my hand,
only to find that
I am now a free soul,
that I can wander around,
and look around,
and do what I want to.
But, lifeless I lay,
on that bed, in the alley.

Sunday, September 7, 2014

The path

The path is still unknown, the roads, all traveled,
The urge to outshine burning deep down,
The small accolades on my way, making me rise,
But, I am still on the ground to fly high like never before …
Creating memories, with every passing moment,
With friends, with colleagues, with time itself, with my life to be precise,
The destination echoing my name from way beyond than expected,
I am merely looking for clues and picking them up taking my own sweet time,
I know, I’ll reach there…
Even though the path is unknown,
I’ll make sure to follow that voice which is calling me,
And follow my heart and my destiny,
For I know, in the end I’ll get it all,
All my luck, my life and my love will be in the same path.

Lost are those days

Lost are those days when my smile just meant smile,
It has been time when people have started interpreting this smile,
For a reason or no reason at all,
There are meanings to this smile now, which I still don’t understand!

Lost are those days when I used to love walking aimlessly…
It has been time when people have started staring at me walking like that,
For a reason or no reason at all,
There is a meaning to the style I walk in, which I am trying to understand!

Lost are those days when friends were just friends,
It has been time since people have started meaning different,
For a reason or no reason at all,
At times in the face of a friend, you find many other relations which I am learning.

Lost are those days when life was just about living…
It has been time since people have started adding to the motive of living,
For a reason or no reason at all,
I've just started realizing that this life I am living is not as easy as I thought,

Smile, goal, friends, life …
It’s been time since the meaning to all these have changed in their own way,
For a reason or no reason at all,
I feel blessed to have been living and experiencing these changes!

Saturday, February 22, 2014

Shades of Life - 02

Brining a smile to your lips,
A vivid picture of the time you’ve already lived,
At times brining tears to your eyes,
Wanting to have lived it all again…
These are mere memories,
Making me nostalgic, happy to have lived a time,
But still reasoning myself for the end...
But this is how life goes and how we learn to live
Growing with time, letting go what is suppose to,
Memories, mere memories and nothing more

I am left with…!!!

Saturday, January 18, 2014

Shades of life - 01



It’s hard to take out time and sit and write. At times, I just find it boring, totally contrary to my otherwise happening life where I go out, shop, watch movies, roam around, eat, dance and do what not. But then when I actually sit and write, I realize the immense pleasure that I get from it, those subtle moments when I am with myself and those imaginary characters of mine. We, at times talk for hours and yet end up with nothing so fruitful. But then, this is fun in its own sense.